I don't hate anyone anymore (besides myself, always)

I just hate how people act
When they think I feel some type of way about them.
Get. Over. Yourself.
and then I'll get over me.

It hurt last night.
it hurt when she asked.
and it hurt when I had to lie to her,
to make myself feel better.

I wish I didn't have to lie.
I wish I could be honest, and open
and I wish I had friends to share good laughs with.

I am so emotional detached from everything I know.