how weird it must be

to know you are going to die before it happens.

I know someone who was diagnosed with Leukemia a couple of years ago. She underwent chemotherapy and radiation therapy and it helps her get back to living a normal, cancer free life. Until today, when she went in for a check up, and found out the chemo had caused a lack of bone marrow, which is causing newly forming bone marrow cells to turn into Leukemia cells. This isn't uncommon. But if she doesn't get a match for bone marrow, she will not live. She posted this in a Facebook status.
She is not dying yet, but with time...
it just was weird to see
on facebook

"hi everybody. I might not be here a year from today... I'm sorry for everything wrong I have ever done."

What would you say if you knew you had only months left to live.
Would you talk to as many people as you possibly could in that time? Or would you save it solely for those you love.

God, this world is as beautifully fucked up as I am.